Feeling Yourself Disintegrate....

What is it that darkens my day today?

Is it being knocked out of the FA Cup at its semi-final stage? Is it the terrible truth that we had chances to get back into the game? Or is it that Super Schwarzer is probably out for the rest of the season? You can make your mind up.

Only proper football fans will know the complete numbness I felt at full time. It's like having your soul ripped out. You don't play 50+ games in a season to not get anything, so I'm hoping all at the club make sure that they and the all the fans don't go through the same misery on Thursday.

They'll have the bit between their teeth now and we have to do better for the sakes of the club, the fans and....well, anyone else who cares.

In other news, I've finally started reading Jimmy's autobiog. I got through the first chapter last night, really interesting how he doesn't care for his father at all and how he'll never buy his daughter Nikes....get onto the football bits already! My personal fave part when flicking through was when he turned down AC Milan to come to Boro, what a legend!